Wednesday, October 25, 2006

A moment shared


In my own abstracted, usually preoccupied fashion, I intermittently wander into my own thoughts and have trouble finding my way out. Such is the case during short walks, long lectures, with just a smidgeon leftover for unscheduled time therein the day. This I’m very well aware of, and can attest to with multiple scuffs and scrapes from various incidents; mainly uncordial and abrupt trysts with the ground. The obliviousness is rather evident in these circumstances. What I didn’t know, however, is just how much I reveal in simple expression.

I shared a smile with a complete stranger yesterday, a strangely comforting experience. As I walked along, completely unaware of being observed from afar and then from near, I had conjured up a funny memory of which I can’t recall. As I walked by an unobtrusive elderly man waiting patiently at the bus stop, I would have quickly passed by without notice of him, had he not mirrored my expression. It was not a politely pursed lip smile, requisite and reserved for greetings, but rather a look of fanciful bemusement, like he knew my secret.

And maybe he did. But perhaps he was just recollecting his own chimera from experiences past. This I will not know, but I smile at the experience of smiles past.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Daydreams and believers


Listlessly the light lays reflected upon the sheen of veneered walls, the stillness palpable, almost pungent in surrounding. The night’s strapping armor of dimness has yielded reluctantly to the first effervescently enveloped cloud. The air, drenched and shuddering with raindrop sits idly, anticipating the flutters, the stirring of day to come.

This is what awaits and welcomes this heavy-eyed, weary dreamer as she awakens to start this morning.